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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

Sun, 29 Apr 2018 16:01:07 -0400

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too.

thegracehehasgivenme: thegracehehasgivenme: thegracehehasgivenme: Prayers for my best friend...

Sun, 22 Apr 2018 12:24:55 -0400

thegracehehasgivenme:

thegracehehasgivenme:

thegracehehasgivenme:

Prayers for my best friend would be super appreciated. She has BPD and depression and has been going back and forth between a lot of meds lately, mostly due to side effects, and the side effects have been getting worse even though she got off of the meds thought to be causing them and they’ve been causing a lot of suicidal thoughts for her. She’s currently at the hospital, prayers would be really appreciated. 😔♥️

Update: she doesn’t have her phone but she’s on 72 hour inpatient psychiatric watch. If y’all could keep her and wisdom for the doctors to know what meds are best for her and her family in your prayers throughout the next few days that would be super amazing. Thank you everyone ♥️♥️♥️ prayer is powerful and effective

Update: it’s been 4-5 days and still nothing from her… I have no way to know what’s going on because I have no contact with her parents, but I do know that I would hear of anything major from either her other best friend or her brother or her college roommate because all of them would hear from her parents. Keep her in your prayers guys. 😔♥️

ohhellohair: Can we just take a moment to appreciate the hair...

Sat, 21 Apr 2018 20:02:38 -0400

ohhellohair:

Can we just take a moment to appreciate the hair wizardry here?! 💕😍🌟 This double / triple strand fishtail combo by @styledbynadia is amazing. And it’s of course the perfect festival inspired look, since that’s what we’re all about right now 😉🎪🎡🌴. Who’s up for attempting this one?
Be sure to stock up on all of your natural haircare essentials this weekend and make MAY the month that you tame your mane 🐴👉🏽 www.hellohair.com.au.
#tameyourmane #hairinspo #haircrush #hairgoals #braidenvy #hairenvy #festivalhair #ohhellohair

hairstylesbeauty: IG: braidsbyjordan

Sat, 21 Apr 2018 19:37:29 -0400

hairstylesbeauty:

IG: braidsbyjordan

hairstylesbeauty: IG: braidsbyjordan

Sat, 21 Apr 2018 19:37:24 -0400

hairstylesbeauty:

IG: braidsbyjordan

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

Thu, 19 Apr 2018 18:13:08 -0400

stallingdemons:

mistress-alexis:

deadinparadice:

Depression Hotline:1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline:1-800-784-8433

LifeLine:1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project:1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support:1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline:1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault:1-800-656-4673

Grief Support:1-650-321-5272

Runaway:1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale:After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse:1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem):08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem):08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information):0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice):0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support:0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders):08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care:08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs):0800776600

Drinkline:0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales:0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland:08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline:00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline:022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada):1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina:54-0223-493-0430

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Cause if i can help someone atleast I won’t have died in vain

This is so important, you all don’t even understand.

If you are reading this and feel like no on is on your side, I am. I will always be on your side. I will not be against you. I will stand by you.

Because your life fucking matters. Don’t you dare think it doesn’t.

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Thu, 12 Apr 2018 21:00:01 -0400

positivelypresent: Me: Has two big projects to work on and is...

Thu, 12 Apr 2018 16:15:31 -0400

positivelypresent:

Me: Has two big projects to work on and is feeling really stressed.
Also me: Spends hours redrawing an illustration I’ve already redrawn before. 🙄🤷🏻‍♀️🙃
So much for a productive Sunday morning! This new version is now in the print shop. Link in profile or FAQ stories to shop! https://ift.tt/2G4bHDB

positivelypresent: The April edition of “Hey, It’s Okay…” has...

Thu, 12 Apr 2018 16:15:11 -0400

positivelypresent:

The April edition of “Hey, It’s Okay…” has arrived (and it’s in the shop, too!). ☺️🌸 When I made the first one in January, I honestly thought it was a silly idea, but now I’m kinda obsessed with this little monthly project. I can’t wait for you to see the ideas I have for the rest of the year! ☺️✏️📆 https://ift.tt/2Ja1Muh

selfcarevibes:Great reminders from @positivelypresent

Wed, 11 Apr 2018 23:16:14 -0400

selfcarevibes:

Great reminders from @positivelypresent

Reblog if you say "Y'all"

Wed, 11 Apr 2018 22:01:27 -0400

readysetbraid:http://danimarieblog.com/2016/12/french-braid-twist...

Mon, 09 Apr 2018 20:45:41 -0400

readysetbraid:

http://danimarieblog.com/2016/12/french-braid-twisted-bun-holiday-hairstyle-tutorial.html

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Sun, 08 Apr 2018 19:48:52 -0400

spoonsandstripes: Sometimes I lose my appetite for days or...

Sun, 08 Apr 2018 19:45:59 -0400

spoonsandstripes:

Sometimes I lose my appetite for days or weeks - even the foods I normally crave become as appealing as eating paper towels. It normally goes hand in hand with sensory issues with the food. These are some of the tricks I’ve learned to make sure I get enough nutrition anyway

The first and most important thing is you need to remember that eating anything is better than eating nothing. You may need to suspend your normal standards or rules - eating foods that are less “healthy" than normal, eating the same thing over and over gain, or just not enjoying your food as much.

Energy (calorie) dense foods like nuts or energy bars are really helpful, especially if the actual process of eating is unpleasant. Sometimes its really nice to be able to eat a meals worth of energy in under a minute

Chewing gum helps me get my appetite going - If I am trying to get myself hungry for a meal I will often start with gum 30-40 minutes before.

I rely a lot on eating a little of something I’m comfortable with to pique my appetite and moving to a different food group afterwards. Eating the first thing is always the hardest - I find after I start my brain realizes that food is ok and I can move onto larger portions or a different food.

When I eat something sweet I tend to crave more sugar later. So I use this to my advantage and have a small portion of something with some sugar in it and then wait to be hungry for more. Sometimes I will try to eat something a little more nutritious the second time, others I just have more of whatever was finally able to pique my interest

For the same reason consider other foods you find hard to put down. I’ve heard that things with both carbs and fat in them are the most “addictive” and I use that when I’m struggling to get enough to eat. It’s ok if this is a “junk” food - remember eating anything is better than eating nothing

Ginger tea or ginger chews make my stomach feel better

Keep track of your food. It can be really informal, like making sure you don’t skip meals, or it can be some other strategy of keeping a food journal or counting calories. You don’t need to be super precise, it just helps remind you to eat when your body isn’t sending the right signals

Look at “food porn.” Scrolling through a food blog you love on tumblr or watching a cooking show can be a good way to get your appetite going

Have a nutritional drink like an ensure can help you make sure you are getting all the nutrients you need without much thought. I find ensure is best very cold or on ice.

Look for foods or categories of foods that seem easier to tolerate than the others. This might be something you know is easy on your stomach, something of a certain texture, something hot/cold, or just a favorite food.

If there is a food that you find less unappealing than the others, or feels “safe” to you go for it, even if you’ve eaten it many times in the last few days. I even find having eaten a food or meal in recent memory helps convince my body its not gonna be harmful

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prinqless: xx

Mon, 26 Mar 2018 20:24:47 -0400

prinqless:

xx

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Mon, 26 Mar 2018 20:14:52 -0400

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